話說我開始在醫院工作也不過是從去年7月開始
                                                                               
我在婦兒科工作  好不容易撐過試用期
                                                                               
跟醫院形式上簽了一年約
                                                                               
小小的死菜鳥因為其他單位人力不足要去支援
                                                                               
去的單位竟然是大雜科  外科內科骨科...都有
                                                                               
因為病人數暴漲  導致我要硬著頭皮自己立即上線
                                                                               
就算有人要跟我環境跟常規介紹有沒有時間
                                                                               
知道要去支援的那一刻心情真的是差到了極點
                                                                               
只因為上面的人一句話  大家輪流去支援  只剩下我沒去
                                                                               
在我們家大夜-OFF  立刻接病房的白班連上5天

心裡面真的就只有幹而已  (要派人去支援不是應該要考慮到個人的能力是否足夠嗎?)
                                                                               
從那天開始我就沒有一天睡好覺的  每天睡覺不停的做惡夢
                                                                               
隔天一大早還要到醫院去照顧病人  (心裡面感覺真的很虛)
                                                                               
不管怎樣我好不容易撐到第五天白班  以為快要結束我惡夢的時候
                                                                               
竟然  事情就發生了
                                                                               
有一個病人從外科病房  經手術室(氣血胸--急插胸管)後轉到我去支援的單位
                                                                               
好死不死分配到給我照顧  (距離我還是實習生遇到胸管照護的時候已經過了快4年了)
                                                                               
真的是晴天霹靂  再加上他胸管的地方有滲血  出來的引流量已經600CC
                                                                               
我已經分辨不出來他已經出來多少血水了

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進入正題
                                                                               
該死的外科部  應該是主任吧....
                                                                               
搭搭搭搭....印表機跑出來好多醫囑
                                                                               
學姐跟我說有哪些臨時醫囑  我也記到腦袋裏面
                                                                               
病人回到病房過一陣子  醫生來看病人(緊張的要死)
                                                                               
是逢外科病房的學姊來跟我交班
                                                                               
我正跟學姐正往病人單位走去  醫生剛從病人單位離開
                                                                               
嘴上念念有詞  問到誰是care 10-09 的小姐  我回答我是
                                                                               
然後他就開始講病人在手術室的時候有氣喘發作
                                                                               
他開的醫囑有哪些  批哩啪啦講完  突然停下腳步
                                                                               
他站在護理站前面  我已經跟學姐走到病人單位

他用非常嚴厲的口氣跟我說  我在跟你說非常重要的事  妳有沒有在聽
                                                                               
現在10病房的小姐態度怎麼這麼差
                                                                               
然後我還跟他說  你剛剛不是說....  對不起我態度並沒有不好 你說的話我有聽到
                                                                               
那位眼睛長在頭上的主任  依然氣焰高張(引起我滿腔的怒火)
                                                                               
心裡面開始OS(你是誰呀? 到底是誰態度不好呀?醫生就了不起阿..)
                                                                               
暫時先忍住我的情緒  跟學姐交完班  問清楚要如何照顧病人
                                                                               
插胸管要怎樣照護  問完  做完臨時醫囑
                                                                               
回到護理站我就開始宣洩我的情緒  內心真的覺得很委屈
                                                                               
從來沒有人說我的態度不好
                                                                               
就算我的心情再怎麼差也不會把自己的情緒帶給病人或其他人
                                                                               
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重新整理好我自己的情緒  笑笑的走到病人單位  跟家屬做衛教
                                                                               
從家屬那裡得知--
                                                                               
病人因為喝酒不小心跌倒  摔斷2根肋骨從急診進來
                                                                               
醫生看過之後就跟病人說沒什麼事可以回家  再觀察
                                                                               
家屬覺得不妥硬是要住院
                                                                               
住院的頭1-2天晚上病人非常不舒服呼吸很喘
                                                                               
家屬要求進一步檢查  醫生推說痛是很正常的情形
                                                                               
還跟他們說可以去買固定的副木回來貼(一片快5000元)
                                                                               
好了貼也貼了沒用  第三天骨折的那側後背部出現超大片的瘀血情形
                                                                               
家屬緊張的問醫生  醫生說那是因為挫傷引起的瘀血...
                                                                               
這幾天晚上病人沒有一晚是好過的

到了第四天  在家屬強烈要求下  照了醫傷胸部X光片
                                                                               
一看右側氣血胸--緊急進手術是插胸管引流
                                                                               
接下來就到我支援的單位
                                                                               
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經過家屬的口述之後我更生氣  按奈心中的不爽還幫醫生安撫家屬情緒
                                                                               
那位醫生因為自己的疏失  病人病情轉急(我想是怕被告吧...)
                                                                               
把情緒轉嫁到我身上  心中真的不是只有一個幹就可以整頓我自己的情緒
                                                                               
主任級的又怎樣  官階中校又怎樣  氣焰高張個屁呀--在我眼裡庸醫一個
                                                                               
在別單位支援的最後一天把我在醫院工作的心情完全打亂
                                                                               
只有告訴自己  也罷下星期就不用來了換其他學姐來吧
                                                                               
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爛制度part2
                                                                               
跟我很要好的學姊下星期要去同單位支援
                                                                               
因為那單位病人數減少  不需要被支援
                                                                               
護理部就臨時通知  那位學姊到其他院區門診去支援  班表未知
                                                                               
哈  這是什麼爛東西  要派人去支援至少要把班表交代清楚吧
                                                                               
一問三不知  打電話到門診那  那邊的小姐說班表上沒學姐的名字--不清楚
                                                                               
爛制度  軍方體系真的很爛耶  我開始在思考
                                                                               
我真的可以忍受那個地方一年嗎?
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